IT HAS BEEN A GOOD DAY,AND i AM FOREVERY GRARTFUL TO God, I had the drs appointment and got ok results and tomorrow is the diabetetic specilist at 10  30am so praying that will be a good report. despite me being in hospital having a shoulder operation I am trusting God to help me through all this and to show me how I should go foor the next few day..

my prayer life has been constant, just asking  God to be here for me and show me the way and not to lose my cool...which I amazing as I havent in the last month , a matter of face I have been in constant prayer through the day more than usual, or the silence of just listerning to God, and knowing he is there for me.I KNOW i HAVE so many suffering but I feel I myself am also walking witht he lord in the stations of the cross..I do suffer with illness and health problems this is my suffering, and I try and offter it up to the lord each day..for some onther one who might be dying or some one with cancer.

so I continue my journey with GOD AND know he wont let me down, to walk along side of me and be there for me..I long to get closer to the lord, is my desire..a longing I have wanted and felt in the last week.